“The
Lord is my light and my salvation; whom shall I fear? The Lord is
the strength of my life; of whom shall I be afraid? -Psalm 27:1
(KJV)
Sometimes
life is a struggle
With
twists and turns so blind.
How
can I hope to hold on,
Assurances
to find?
Each
day a step toward victory
In
this way we walk and run;
Each
morning’s dawn a promise
With
the rays of brilliant sun.
A
Hand reaches out to touch me,
God’s
Hand with mighty strength;
He
knows already my life and death,
Their
depth, their height, their length.
“Fear
not,” He whispers warmly
Whatever
turn I take;
He
knows my mind and holds my hand
In
struggles that I make.
Even
pain will not oppress me,
Nor
the darkness override;
His
Hand is ever upon me
To
sustain me and to guide.
Behold!
What a gift life is,
Although
beset at times with doubt;
God
is my Guide and Anchor,
He’s
prepared my entire route!
Thanks
be to God for promises,
For
His presence and His power,
My
ever-present Guide and Stay
Throughout
each earthly hour.
-Ethelene
Dyer Jones 09.17.2017.
The
poem was composed December 7, 2011, when my husband, the Rev. Grover
D. Jones, was near death after having had debilitating Alzheimer’s
for 18 years. I knew God would see me through the remainder of his
days, as He had since his diagnosis 17 years previously. The
doctors/nurses who attended him stated that they had not known a case
of Alzheimer’s when the patient lived as long as he did with the
disease.. He died peacefully and quietly on January 26, 2011 at
1:26 a. m. in Georgia War Veterans’ Home, Milledgeville. I looked
after him 14 of the 18 years at home, and visited him almost every
day the 4 years he was in Veterans’ Home, except for the days/weeks
when I myself was in the hospital, as for five bypasses heart surgery
(August 30, 2007) and another major surgery for another ailment in
2009. God taught me, indeed, to “Hold On!” to His power and His
Hand. I claimed for my verse during Grover’s long illness and
during the many hospitalizations I myself have had for serious
ailments since 1999, this verse from Psalm 118:17. I have also
shared the verse many times with others who deal with serious health
and other challenges. That verse reads: “I shall not die but
live, and declare the works of the Lord.” Each time I have come
back from a near-death experience, I have rejoiced that God answered
my prayer as I prayed Psalm 118:17. “ God’s not finished with me
yet!” Amen!